Monday, April 26, 2010

I Hate Myself



Being in love with you is the best thing that happened in my life. Being with you is the happiest moment of my life. I never thought my life would be happier until you came.

I did all I can do to make you happy. I did all I can do not to make you sad. I tried all my best to be a good boyfriend. And I know it wasn’t enough.

I thought we were starting over, but I guess I’m mistaken, we never started over.

I hate myself. I hate myself for all my wrongdoings. I hate myself for all my shortcomings.

I’m sorry.

It’s a long road ahead, I think I better start walking. Maybe along the way, and just maybe… There is a happy ending.

“After 15 months of laughter, smiles and tears I'm still madly in love with you~” – my love one

Empty



I feel empty... :(