Everything is not okay. I don't feel well. I'm jobless for almost a year, no money, no savings, because of these, my gf left me. So what's left of me? Depressions already hitting me. :(
I went to Marikina Sports Center, I run like hell, like there's no tomorrow, i glanced at the bleacher, i saw many windows upstairs, it would be a 3 floors down, i know it, we used to have class on that bleacher.
I thought of going up, throwing myself out, 3 floors down, brain particles scattered all over the sidewalk.
But i didn't, you know why? Because I'm tired, I'm sick, I'm depressed, and all that running like hell, i can't even lift my foot on one step.
Maybe tomorrow, i won't run anymore, I'll just go straight up to the bleachers and throw myself out, 3 floors down, brain particles scattered all over the sidewalk.
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run forrest run!
haaay! well, this is cowardness! i understand being hurt , extremely hurt! (o laban ka dyan) , but it never crossed my mind to do suicide. It's not the end of the world. sometimes you feel like you can't go on anymore.. but suicide is not the solution! it would only brings you trouble..think about those people that needs you instead. life is wonderful. look up to God instead and cast your pain on Him, He will never fail you. :-) Mabel
parang di ikaw yan Sir Elbet ah.. ok lang yan :D
tsk...like ive said elbert..that's pathetic..pinag-iinit moo ulo ko. magkita nga tyo? eat tyo ng halo-halo! sama ka darvs? hahaha..1st time ko kyo meet..
raven1114
"I Almost Killed Myself" <- buti na lang hindi, marami pang unexpected blessings na darating sayo, just be more patient, positive and strong ;)
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